Grieving

Trying to figure out why I feel so shit the last few days, I've suddenly realised that I've been going through the classic stages of grief.

• Denial (this isn't happening to me!)


• Anger (why is this happening to me?)


• Bargaining (I promise I'll be a better person if...)


• Depression (I don't care anymore)


• Acceptance (I'm ready for whatever comes)

Denial, anger and bargaining have all swept through me, and now I'm left with the hollow, empty feeling of depression. I need to keep busy, I need to throw myself back into work. (Even though the work itself is a constant reminder of the loss.)