This really needs no introduction
I suppose it's kind of testament to something, that my post, about mine own experiences, moved someone to such emotion that they felt compelled to take the time to write this.
Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "Discontinuation Syndrome":
My grandfather has leukemia and is pushing 90. He has recently entered a deep depression on account of you know... facing the inevitability of death and all. Nothing as serious as being a whiny recluse with bad self-esteem, but, then again, nobody is as unlucky as YOU. He was prescribed Citalopram to regulate said depression. He took it, it didn't do much except makes some of his accompanying neuroses simmer down. He took it for a while, then yesterday i find out he had finished his prescription and had forgotten to tell me or my dad to refill it. So he'd essentially been off it, cold turkey, for a few days. Absolutely no withdrawal symptoms.
So yeah, my point is that you're pretty much a "lightweight" (a term i use in substitution of another only to elude any profanity filtering that may occur). Since you're looking things up on the internet, look up "hypochondria", "cry for help" and "grasping at straws to feed said compunctions".
Since i bothered to write this much, here's a bonus: that crush guy will never like you because he's a guy and you're fat, ugly and old. Even fat, ugly and old guys try to date up one league at least. Even where that not the case, you have an abysmal personality riddled with myriad made-up disorders that hide simple chagrin at not being everybody's favorite little princess. Plus you hate women and men equally in various creative twisted little ways that you rationalize as a "feminist" philosophy, simply because, unlike them, you're an amorphous blob.
When you next face a mirror i hope you meet your own gaze and in that terrifying glimpse into the void that is your soul your resolve to leave the internet forever and never take pills again, as the first two baby-steps in emancipating yourself from a super-vocal and well-connected spec of dust to a more demure, elegant, introspective and, ultimately, happier, human being.
Thanks for your time, "Martha".